It’s safe to say, 2020 hasn’t been the best year for me on the emotional and mental health fronts.
Living through a pandemic, learning to accept myself and losing what little routine I had had been tiring.
The extra time I have has lead me to do some reflecting. It isn’t always easy to do, but I’ve learned some things.
I’ve noticed I always feel the need to apologise for doing anything in my best interest. I feel guilty for sharing my moods on social media when I’d can’t find the words in person, I feel terrible for missing days on the blog because I just don’t feel up to writing, I even put off sharing content here I want to, just in case I come across as “weird”.
I’ve noticed other aspects of myself that also need to be worked on, but I’ll talk about those down the line. Once I work out where to go mentally, I’ll make mental health posts about them.
I don’t know if this is coherent. This is a spur of the moment thing. At this stage, I’m just going to be me. I’m a constant work in progress, this is okay.