Do you ever feel that life, the universe, or whatever you believe in just has it out for you? I’m starting to feel that way lately.
It just seems to be one thing after another.
The frustrating thing is, the things that seem to happen are things you wouldn’t typically be prepared for, at least in my case.
This pandemic has been tough. I haven’t seen my therapist for a long time anyway, but I don’t know when I will be able to see her again at this stage. I also had my eye procedure and blood tests to try and work out why I’ve been feeling so off lately.
I would normally be worried about coming across as whiny and playing the whole “woe is me” card, but I am a person, an ill person who is living through an unprecedented time in history.
I’m not great mentally, I’ve been struggling physically and the things that have been going wrong, regardless of how trivial they may be, have gotten to me.
I’d taken a break to get back on track mentally, but it just seems to keep piling up.
I feel ready to return and I am currently working through today’s bullshit. Pardon the language there.
I’ll be posting an update on the blog social feeds about the upcoming schedule. Right now, I need to deal with the situation at hand and get some sleep.
I’ve missed you, I’ve missed this blog.